I never learn.
Maybe some people just sense a vulnerability, or a naivete in others. With me you don't have to. I point it out for the next new person who wants to cunt me over. The day, I mean the same fucking day I finally get my head round the last lover, the new one appears.
"Ooh, look at me" I say. " I just got over this - wasn't he an arsehole, and wasn't I stupid?"
Hehe, thinks the newbie. Here's one ripe for the picking. Lets see how far I can take this. And before you can say "Help ma boab", I'm back in the shit all over again.
I love you, you're my world, I can't stop thinking about you, I miss you so much. I want to be with you, I want us to be together always.
A load of cocked up half baked lies fed to massage my ego, and like the stupid ever hopeful twat I am, I fall for it. All over again. But at least this time, I can't bring myself to have the nerve to be surprised. And I won't learn. Next time will be just as great. And I'll end up feeling cunted over. Again. And then I'll point out my stupidity to the next one. Maybe I'll just save it as an email template - save a lot of time, and energy.
And so it continues. Happy fucking new year.
"Ooh, look at me" I say. " I just got over this - wasn't he an arsehole, and wasn't I stupid?"
Hehe, thinks the newbie. Here's one ripe for the picking. Lets see how far I can take this. And before you can say "Help ma boab", I'm back in the shit all over again.
I love you, you're my world, I can't stop thinking about you, I miss you so much. I want to be with you, I want us to be together always.
A load of cocked up half baked lies fed to massage my ego, and like the stupid ever hopeful twat I am, I fall for it. All over again. But at least this time, I can't bring myself to have the nerve to be surprised. And I won't learn. Next time will be just as great. And I'll end up feeling cunted over. Again. And then I'll point out my stupidity to the next one. Maybe I'll just save it as an email template - save a lot of time, and energy.
And so it continues. Happy fucking new year.
posted by Anonymous | 7:04 pm
I love that - "Maybe some people just sense a vulnerability, or a naivete in others. With me you don't have to. I point it out for the next new person who wants to cunt me over".
It's just like an ad to be walked all over. Excellently put.
would you mind sending me that template? Some days, I could really use it to save myself some time.
i also like the email template idea.
Duch, I'm with you. Will you share your email template with me? I'll be needing it one of these days soon.
Seriously, I don't understand how I have any hope left. Whatever remains will probably be exhausted after the next total cunt-over, though.
It will be a relief, I think.