Raw Unadulterated Hatred

Fury and anger is my current experience of emotions. I should know better and I thought I was bigger than it, but an attack from an ex along one of my vunerable lines has got to me deeply. She attacked all guns blazing, H-bombs primed and full throttle at my weak spot at precisely the right (or wrong in my perspective) moment . She called and her first comment was a attack and a hit, a blow straight in the heart and I was left floundering around while she laughed my only response was to hang up.

She called back almost immediately with a first purposefully innocent sounding question of 'Is there something wrong with your phone coverage as we got cut off' to which I replied 'No you dappy cow I hung up on you'. 'Oh'.

Basically what I am trying to say is that the best way to attack someone and fuck them over is to have been at their side for a time learning who and what they are, their strength and more importantly their weaknesses and when an event occurs that puts them in a vunerable place (like what has happened to me today) then call the bastard and strike. A cold hearted evil strike perhaps the worst kind of strike, bar paedophiles preying on ophans in tsunami hit Thailand.

Therefore I conclude that the way to win any arguement is to concentrate on what the other person is trying to say and don't give a fuck about your point as it is irrelevant. I splatter this on this blog to vent my anger and stop me from whipping any more horses to death.

You've been a great audience, thanks for listening.