old shit/new shit

OK, some good stuff has happened.

Firstly, I got over my ex. Completely. I never thought I would, or that I could. It took five years, the last of which caused such pain that I thought I would be jaded and fucked for life. But it's finally happened, and I'm not. Thank fuck for that.

Secondly, I’ve met someone, and it’s really rather beautiful. I feel blessed to have him in my life.

As for longevity, as he says, if we’re gonna break up, it might as well be ‘tragic and violent’. No mincing around with a half-arsed break-up for us, oh no! Lets go all out for a spectacular, painful cunting, from which we can never recover. Ah, such romantic thoughts…