Je t'aime, so long...

I am now in the fork of my life deciding on which way to pass...
Testing the circumstances both ways may bring...
For now, I will wait for the signs that I shall go on and live...
For taking the other side will mean the world to me...
Because then I shall never continue my love for you...

Loving you has long been my mission...
And never have I wished to be in a distance too far to remember...
My unfailing love that you always ignored...
The love that brought happiness to me; nirvana...
And hoping someday bounces back; to that day i'll forever wait...

But certain events brought me to my senses...
That a butterfly can only be for a butterfly...
For I am no more than a maggot to you...
Of no mere importance but then brings disgust to land...
Waits for something to die, picks from then pieces...

I will always remember this day...
For I chose to live on my own taking the right way...
For then you'll be free though I've never deprived from you...
The love you deprived from me...
Je t'aime, so long...