Anger Drives Me, or Is That Sarcasm?

Sarcasm has always been my companion in life. It's fun; twisted; backwards; it throws people off. I understand it now as a way to verbally vomit on people and get a laugh at the same time. The fucked up part is that my sarcasm is intrinsically connected to my character. I cannot help but to make sarcastic comments. I often wonder if it is because I am bitter or perhaps everyone around me just says really banal comments because they can't find anything else to say!

Or perhaps their comments are pedestrian attempts at making conversation. "So how is that drink you have there?" "It tastes like someone crapped in a cupped and I can't get enough of it, as you can tell by the empty glass." Whatever the reason I wonder if anger drives me. I wonder if I am keeping some cuntilicious nerves in me and this creates sarcasm that makes people think I am a mean and aweful person. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy simplicity; why complicate things, right. But I can't help but wonder why are they so offended? It's just sarcasm....yet people think "oh, she is so bitter and angry", well you know what I'm not! I am a very happy, positive person. I love my life, I just like to make fun of life in general!

That anger does live in me though; I feel it when I walk into a room and see some man look at me with those eyes. I wonder if I am so skeptical that when, or even if, he comes to talk to me I am completely sarcastic that makes him run! I do have to admit anger is there; it is brought out of that almighty fear that pulls us along; pulls us through the drudgery of trying to actually see a person...well as a person again.

Am I sarcastic because I am angry? Is my anger coming out in sarcasm? I just don't get why people think I am so angry when I make a sarcastic comment? Why?

Oh well, I still have fun and there are still some angry moments. But I do love to be sarcastic. And, angry or not, if you have a problem with it....well I'm sure you have an idea of what you can do with your opinion.