He called
He's called twice since I moved away. The first time he sounded sarcastic and moody, asking me if I had slept with anyone since I left. I was slightly insulted but more surprised that he had called and that he would expect me to become some sort-of slut. We didn't talk very long. I had to go and told him I'd call him back.
That night I called and got the answering machinge. I left a long message explaining why I couldn't move back home, and how much the situation saddened me. In truth I've cried most every night, but that's to be expected isn't it?
He called me at around 3:30pm. Oddly enough I had massively overslept (the first time in a while) and woken up about 10 minutes before he called. I was just making toast.
He said that he loved me and missed me and that he would move up here to be with me.
I don't know what to do. I do love him and yes I miss him, but I left him for valid reasons. Would him moving up here change any of those reasons? I feel so confused and the uncertainty makes me even more depressed.
What do I do?
That night I called and got the answering machinge. I left a long message explaining why I couldn't move back home, and how much the situation saddened me. In truth I've cried most every night, but that's to be expected isn't it?
He called me at around 3:30pm. Oddly enough I had massively overslept (the first time in a while) and woken up about 10 minutes before he called. I was just making toast.
He said that he loved me and missed me and that he would move up here to be with me.
I don't know what to do. I do love him and yes I miss him, but I left him for valid reasons. Would him moving up here change any of those reasons? I feel so confused and the uncertainty makes me even more depressed.
What do I do?
posted by Anonymous | 9:10 pm
I think there's always a reason people break up. If your reasons were valid (as you say), then I think they'll still be valid whether he lives near you or not. Best to try to move on, hard as it may be and tempting as it might be to go back.
Dont go back!!
If you want to be happy, then dont! You will end up hurting yourself. I have faced it and I dont want someone else to go through the same pain.
love and luck!
You can always stop being a turbo-slut, cultivate a heart capable of trusting and loving someone, go into NA, make good with all the people you've hurt, take some fucking responsibility for your life, get a grip on reality, and stop being a perpetual 16-year-old.
Two words: caller ID.
Wait, maybe that's 3 words? How do you count initials?
Whatever the answer to that is ... RUN!
Change has to take place in the now. It never takes place for anyone else and it has no valid claim on the future. You do not need to repeat your mistakes do you?