We were given a Gift...
We were given a Gift, one so unlikely that most people never even come close to touching in their entire lifespan on the planet.
Two individuals.
So madly, insanely, perfectly, matched.
Too fucking amazing.
Falling simultaneously into knowing.
Led by fate.
And you used it, abused it.
And threw it back.
What a moron.
It's dead now.
Something so painfully rare, so beautiful, so powerful and so fragile... terminated. Aborted by your fear, selfish greed, dishonesty and sheer and utter, juvenile cowardice.
It's dead now. And soon the memories of the shining moments we shared will fade completely away, and it will be as if The Gift we shared had never come into being.
You fell into the actuarial trap.
Terrified yourself with all of the statistics and textbook facts.
And couldn't screw up the courage to even try to check on the simple reality.
Your deceit hurt me.
As I have never been hurt.
In ways I swore never to be hurt.
And I'm thankful for the blessing that revealed the horrible depth of your character flaws early.
You may imagine I have the Old Man Of The Sea on my back.
But I have seen the proof that you have TWO.
Silencing and strangling whatever there is left of your better nature.
And I wouldn't touch that horror with a 10 foot pole.
So, yes, I am amused.
You'll never find out how little of what you were so afraid of, fleshed out so frighteningly with facts and figures, was real.
...
And me?
I'm glad.
We become what we are through the choices we make. And now I know I wouldn't have liked what I would have become, from choosing a life with you.
I've found out, I'm stronger than I thought. Or perhaps, I've become stronger.
Embarrassment, shame and fear have lost their stranglehold over me.
I've discovered that often one's deepest fears are not as bad as all that when they come true.
Frankly my dear, now I find I don't give a damn, and it's what I've been trying to do for the longest time.
...
Two individuals.
So madly, insanely, perfectly, matched.
Too fucking amazing.
Falling simultaneously into knowing.
Led by fate.
And you used it, abused it.
And threw it back.
What a moron.
It's dead now.
Something so painfully rare, so beautiful, so powerful and so fragile... terminated. Aborted by your fear, selfish greed, dishonesty and sheer and utter, juvenile cowardice.
It's dead now. And soon the memories of the shining moments we shared will fade completely away, and it will be as if The Gift we shared had never come into being.
You fell into the actuarial trap.
Terrified yourself with all of the statistics and textbook facts.
And couldn't screw up the courage to even try to check on the simple reality.
Your deceit hurt me.
As I have never been hurt.
In ways I swore never to be hurt.
And I'm thankful for the blessing that revealed the horrible depth of your character flaws early.
You may imagine I have the Old Man Of The Sea on my back.
But I have seen the proof that you have TWO.
Silencing and strangling whatever there is left of your better nature.
And I wouldn't touch that horror with a 10 foot pole.
So, yes, I am amused.
You'll never find out how little of what you were so afraid of, fleshed out so frighteningly with facts and figures, was real.
...
And me?
I'm glad.
We become what we are through the choices we make. And now I know I wouldn't have liked what I would have become, from choosing a life with you.
I've found out, I'm stronger than I thought. Or perhaps, I've become stronger.
Embarrassment, shame and fear have lost their stranglehold over me.
I've discovered that often one's deepest fears are not as bad as all that when they come true.
Frankly my dear, now I find I don't give a damn, and it's what I've been trying to do for the longest time.
...
posted by sneexe | 9:49 am
You still love them.
Do not. :p
Actually, I probably never did.
(^_^)
In an alternate universe... perhaps. Not in this one.
How can you love someone who doesn't love you? And never did? And who isn't a REAL person?
Just a construct in your head that was temporarily occupying a viscereal body, put there by your misled imagination.
I can't tell, is this a guy or a girl you're referring to? It does make a difference.
Hm? ....why, because males and females are fundamentally different psychologically?
I guess the best things will always come to an end.
-lol-
It was hardly a good thing.
Just a misled figment of the imagination.
Funny how the scars still hurt anyway.
Sticks and stones, they say... no, words can wound.
Hi LisaC
I was with a girl for a bit ans she smashed my heart out on my Bday.
for reason of little use.
It wrenched me heart when I saw her hanging out with crack heads looking bad,and out of it, just broke my heart.
"what can you do, with a brat like that." Ramones.
And still I think about trying to care, just want to beat the crack head up with a BAT.
These people who have no Idea, none about what it is to fight for what is right, and stop fighting that very thing that can save you, sub-conscience.
[SUB][CON][SCIENCE}
Anon: If you don't like those crackheads then why the sodding fuckjumble do you buy so much of it off them?
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can feelings in memory be truly denied? or spoken words taken back? forgiveness may seem a dead end street...it leaves you shivering in the cold of desperation as it warms the body of another.
our body has ways of fooling itself because it is uncomfortable in this dirty place called reality. if you have ever rejected another, you know that the reasons don't matter.
a tail however fitting has a most unpleasant existence in life. it serves to give balance to its host and is shed once it loses its luster. set away all remembrance. struggle with it in minutes a day and no more.
if there was a way to repay you, they would've already done it.
Hello Sneexe! I love a quote that you wrote. . ."I fell for a dance, and bled for a song". . .I am a song-writer and lyricist and would like to know if I could use it for a song. I like it that much! If you don't want me to use it that's cool, I respect that it's your original quote. Please let me know. Great quote. Thank you
-M
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Anonymous -M:
How do I get in touch with you?
...I songwrite too :) You can use it if I get credit :)
Sneexe will do.
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