I quit. I give up..
Today I'll cry. I'll just give into the truth. I am hurt. I'll give up asking myself all of these useless questions, that won't be answered. I'll stop holding my breath hoping to hear from that one. I'll forgive the other for making it worse. I'll just let it all out and let it all go.
Oh who am I kidding? I'm fucked...
Oh who am I kidding? I'm fucked...
posted by pillowfeather | 2:57 pm
What does this mean? It sounded like you decided something then retracted it within two paragraphs..?
jib, you know what it's about. so i find it funny that you ask. but ok, it's about me deciding to get over the man who slept with my mother and to forgive my husband for doing something that only made that worse. i want to get over it. i want to stop thinking about it all the time. i just don't think i can. i've been trying to resolve it all on my own, but i really feel the need to see and/or speak with the man who slept with my mother. forgiving my husband is the easier part (sort of).