Now I'm annoyed..

Actually.... quite pissed off. Maybe fucking furious in fact. Just who the hell do you think you are that you can treat me like this - like I don't exist all of sudden? You told me you loved me, and that you needed me like the air you breathe, and from that you go to one word responses, and then ignoring me completely. Well, I have news for you. I hold my head up today, and say "Fuck you, you arsehole". I've cried over you, and thought about you non-stop in the most pathetic stomach churning fashion, and I can't do it any more. I have my life to get on with, and plans to make that don't include you. If you couldn't handle our relationship, then why did you pretend you did? I never lied to you, and shared with you things that I have never shared with anyone, and less than 72 hours later, you pull away from me, and leave me feeling the most vulnerable I have ever felt. Well, I have been through worse than this before, and I will go through worse in the future, and the time for wallowing is over. I can cope with speaking to you now, and even seeing you, and I will be stronger for it. I won't break up inside. I just fucking won't.

I knew that it would end up like this - it could end no other way, but like the selfish person I am, I persued it, and couldn't let it go....... now to suffer the consequences.

I'd still do it again though.

Fuckwit.