MORE TO THE STORY
He's ruined me in more ways than I could ever have imagined, I didn't realize I was ruinable. Always the perfect girlfriend, I was, casual sex wasn't my thing. I was Girlfriend Material. I knew his wicked ways probably better than anyone else did. I think I even loved him the moment I met him. I really think I did. How I could have loved someone so intensely and ended up in this mess, I can't fathom it. I never got hurt, I didn't hurt people either, I just loved and was loved back and that was how the story went, so simple, so easy, I suppose I deserved to have all my dreams shattered in one blow, I can't feel sorry for myself because I know I don't owe myself that. Somehow I still think of myself as the victim in all of this and nobody else understands why. All I want is to find the answers.... so help me Lord.
posted by Anonymous | 5:55 pm
Do you always talk like Yoda?
"Always the perfect girlfriend, I was"
So, what was the "one blow"?
Well, we know the Lord always sides with the Perfect Girlfriend, but if He's going to help you out of this one, you're going to have to tell Him which *cog* in your *apparatus* you're going on about now. Is this the one you sucked off in the john?
"Somehow I still think of myself as the victim in all of this and nobody else understands why."Advice: When you write a post called 'More to the Story', you should actually try writing some of the story (rather than vague gibberish about fuck-all).
I have to agree with JiB on this. If you want some answers, we may be able to help, but first we need to understand.
Open wide then.
Both of you open wide.