The perpetual comparison

This is one thing that happens when you have been in love.


You went out with A, and she was fantastic and the earth moved and the angels came down from heaven and played harp at your table as you ate together. She was fantastc and the relationship was fantastic. Then you met J, post A. Things are good but were they as good as with A. The things that went on, does she understand you as well and apprechiate you more. Why do you think about A when you are together with J? Which was better, which one should you choose. This is what you are thinking about even though you have no choice at all.

Then C is the one you are with. How does she compare to A, she does that thing better than J., but A has the knack in that particular field. Which one got on best with you. Which order would have been better for them to have met you and why the fuck are you thinking these things when you are with a nice perfectly good person.

Then again how will she compare to H, who you have met and are friendly with but nothing further. Nothing further, yet! You have seen better you have seen worse and you quite fancy H, then again there is D whom seems quite nice although a little righteous. Perhaps get to know her better and then decide.

You have all been here.

Jaded