Progression
Here is how we go from
“You know I would do anything for you”
To
“Don’t touch me”
And every failed relationship
Unpicks old scars
Unravels us
For now I’m all alone again
No where to go, no one to turn to
And yet we can’t stop ourselves
Rekindling that flickering hope
Only to see it gutter
Asphyxiate.
Remember when
New hearts couldn’t get close enough
And armchair arms
Were impediments?
Remember when
What you couldn’t have
Was all you felt you ever wanted?
Remember when
Sweetie
Was an unfamiliar word
I've watched it blossom from there to sweetiekins
Fade again to sweetie
And wilt back into
Nothingness
I am left with
Words
My worthless words.
That mock me.
I’ve deleted all your messages
All except the one thanking me
For the first good night’s sleep you’ve had in years.
It would be nice if we could heal each other.
Wouldn’t it?
It’s too bad.
Romance and all its strategy
Leave me battling with my mind
I’m just another writer
Trapped within my truth
And you
Are
Just another
Innoculation
Another
Pitfall
On my journey
back to
Solitarity.
“You know I would do anything for you”
To
“Don’t touch me”
And every failed relationship
Unpicks old scars
Unravels us
For now I’m all alone again
No where to go, no one to turn to
And yet we can’t stop ourselves
Rekindling that flickering hope
Only to see it gutter
Asphyxiate.
Remember when
New hearts couldn’t get close enough
And armchair arms
Were impediments?
Remember when
What you couldn’t have
Was all you felt you ever wanted?
Remember when
Sweetie
Was an unfamiliar word
I've watched it blossom from there to sweetiekins
Fade again to sweetie
And wilt back into
Nothingness
I am left with
Words
My worthless words.
That mock me.
I’ve deleted all your messages
All except the one thanking me
For the first good night’s sleep you’ve had in years.
It would be nice if we could heal each other.
Wouldn’t it?
It’s too bad.
Romance and all its strategy
Leave me battling with my mind
I’m just another writer
Trapped within my truth
And you
Are
Just another
Innoculation
Another
Pitfall
On my journey
back to
Solitarity.
posted by sneexe | 6:57 am
Love is so overwhelming, so cleansing, ... and so self-serving!
I too would like to find love, but I do distrust limerence (see note *).
Love is suspended judgement. When based on a very gross suspension, it is in one way stronger, at that time stronger, but then later becomes more fragile to assault, to inversion as it can hurt as well as help.
I now want to make love, in as many ways as possible, but not to the detriment of any other love I already have. I want to add to the grand total - with the only negative that as I get to know someone so marvelous, parting takes on a bittersweet character. All pipe dreams...
*"refers to an involuntary cognitive and emotional state of intense romantic desire for another person. The term was coined by psychologist Dorothy Tennov to describe the ultimate, near-obsessional form of romantic love"
IF
yes only felt ever wanted
love need to be tested in real life
if 2 persons can live together for 60 years, then they really love each other
real love cannot be in mind only
hubby distingusih between
what in cyber place
what in mind
what in real life
very clearly
always remember what was
that's my 2 cents
hubby never really loved her
hubby loves his wifey
like a theory need to be tested in real life if it really works
sincerely
there was never real love between hubby and her, so no regret at all
'.. should not have thought missing, did not want to leave, just mistake, not intended to..' do not repeat the mistake again..
goodbye monkey in cyber..wink
sincerely
yes, there was never real love between hubby and her
all have been these past 6 years to make hubby feel good about himself --- as what she has said -- tons of efforts, comforts of hearts...
should not have tears because there had never been any love between hubby and her...
nor there had any relationship... no beginning at all..
sincerely
remember what he was..
he said his kind intention was misunderstood..
if God exist one can explain himself before God
she explained herself before God, never did she intend to do not good --- tons of efforts, comforts of hearts...
people grieve when there had been real love only...
sincerely
i respect people who say clear words if they feel comfortable to say
if they don't feel comfortable to say, just don't say it
let your yes be yes, your no be no
may God bless everyone
sincerely
she has been helping hubby to love his wifey - feeling good about themselves
tons of efforts, comforts of hearts..
remember always the past
learnt from the lesson..
never relationship and never was real love between hubby and her, so no grieve and no sadness..
it was like a youngster who always think they like their new toys, they enter adult world when they start to look for jobs and make their own living in real life -- mortgage, groceries, paycheck, social dinners, social friends, extended families..etc..
this is my 2 cents
sincerely
we are ordinary people seeking ordinary lives
it's easy to know who got the upper hand, it's easy to fee the supply and demand in market..
i don't think it's a problem, not many are as high profile as Mother Theresa to glorify her God in this life..
even people said they glorify their God, they may feel 100% comfortable when they said so..
damage in this life is not unlimited..
remember what he was..
no sadness and no grievances when there had been no real love -- real love want to protect, real love want to stay together..
if God exist, one can explain himself before God -- God is good, according to Bible, HE established the institution of marriage for the good of man..
sincerely
what is mentally healthy
what is cynical
what is darwinism
no beginnings no endings
everyone, may be, knows what best suit them
Christians are human beings, not Jesus Christ..
if God exist, explain before God
love to me is never in mind, love is reflected in real life activities..
enjoy life, enjoy what God gave...
may God bless everyone
same as jan 01 and never changed, he never wanted a real relationship with her..
he never invited her into a real life bf/gf relationship..
on the contrary, he had been showing - i never want a real life relationship with you
yes, it's always good to feel
man free
people is entitled to screen over regarding relationship
don't think of missing.. don't repeat the mistake
a fool her trying to think tons of riddles by him.. she was a fool herself
no real love, no grieve, no tears..
what to say, what to jealous
may God bless everyone
sincerely
Good post and would consider posting again myself, but this anonymous twot does wind me up a bit.
who are u
normally reward from efforts
everything 2 sides
normally people respond to how they are treated
what cynical
what practice darwinism
it's good not to grieve
cyber is nice
cyber is good
cyber is an infinite space
when thing ended, it ended itself,
hope it is
fool her thinking riddles are by him, she was a fool herself not because of him, sincerely
sincerely she was a fool
sincerely
sweet bf/gf story:
bf/gf meet every nite in bf's studio. sometimes they work together, sometimes they talk, sometimes they go out together. bf will drive gf whenever possible, to cinema, to church, to social gathering, to firework..
sometimes, bf turned off light and had sweet time with gf in the dark. bf/gf cuddled each other's bodies, touched penis, touched breast.. then they were both hot and turned on, gf on bf lying on his bed and rocked against each other while kissing passionately deep throat.. gf lyining on bf's thigh and watching tv together, they moaned in lover's voice, talked in low lover's voices, occasionally, gf looked up to bf and asked for a kiss, bf sweetly touched gf's lip and pat her bump.. sometimes bf pulled gf to his side and kissed gf passionately (like eating gf's tongue) gf would respond to bf passionately, kissing bf back and eating his tongue back, making bf aroused, then bf spanked gf..
each night they spent sometimes in the dark as described aforesaid..having sweet lover's time in the dark in bf's studio.....
bf gave his studio's key to gf.. he instructed gf to pick up flyer so they could go groceries together,, gf cooked for bf whenever possible in his studio because bf invited gf to learn to live together as a preparation for marriage........
it was sweet lover's story
sincerely
if i said yes, that means i can put on the ring.... i think it's technically correct..
gf was thrilled at getting him, bf was grateful he could find gf who will love/submit to him 100%, the type of extended family he needed, a marriage that he can find it as a shelter from outside world... bf was very grateful and glad HE brought him and his gf together..
they planned the wedding together, like partners who respect each other, always ask the opinions of each other before decision made, where to honeymopn, the cost, the rings, the new pad...
bf moved into the new pad month before the wedding.. he and his fiance decorated together, planned together, brought the queen size bed for them as couple together, shopping everything for the new pad together, these were really good times and practice to build the relationship into a more strong one, to cultivate real love in real love.. so sweet...
where would you like for lunch, bf asked his fiance, his fiance asked where would you like for lunch... that the way they treat each other.. always put each other first and ask what each other like before making decision..
if bf not go to church, then the couple not go at all..
it was the wedding day, bf dressed up in tuxedo, with only one red rose as botonniere, one red rose means i love you...
groom and bride helding each other waist, wrapped around each other waist, deeply kissed, french kiss, there are tons of photos of passionate wedding kiss .. it was a very happy and sweet wedding..
would you like to take her as your wife.. yes i do
would you like to take him as your husband.. yes i do
now hubby let his wifey share his last name, they both have the same last name because wifey changed her own last name to hubby's last name...
now it's time to take off to honeymoon...
newly wed holding luggage and heading to the airport to the states.. after checking in.. they board the plane.. hubby and wifey kissed on the plane as newly wed and wifey put her head on hubby's shoulder while hubby holding wife's hand as they were flying to the beautiful beach for their honeymoon...
it was the hotel of the beach and a bedroom for honeymoon couple, the bed was king size so more comfortable when making love
it was their 1st nite,
as normal, both were tense, they hugged, they kissed, hubby slowly took off wifey's clothes and wifey took off hubby's clothes, they both tried to make it a special and rememberable nite.. so they respected each other..
slowly they lied down, hubby tried to be very soft, played and cuddled wifey's body
he entered his wifey slowly with his protection and respectfully, his wifey was so happy and pleased because he was hers..
the two became one, hubby's movement tried to be soft and gentle so wifey would not get hurt..
it was a lovely 1st nite.. wifey moaned in a low voice..oh darling..
hubby's action non-stop to make wifey more happy and more satisfied..fed her in his best, after about 15 minutes he was tired and lied next to his wifey..wifey's head on hubby's chest, hubby stroke wifey's curly hair softly, wifey felt so comforted and loved and looked up and asking for his kiss, he lowered and kissed wifey passionately, 2 lips touched and eaten like frenzy and like they never want to let the 2 lips depart.. while they deeply kissed, the four legs of theirs locked together and moved hornly..
they were both tired after hours of making love and fell into sleep together -- entwined..
their first nite made them two into one, now they became one together in addition to sharing the same last name..
it was a passionate 1st nite and love story between hubby and wifey..
sincerely
his action, decision, his game has never been changed since jan01..
it's good always to 'feel' love, so hubby and wifey has stimulus to learn to love each others..
in hubby's heart, he knew exactly what he really loves has always been his wifey, hubby has the reason, he knows..
normally you get what you sow, so great marriage require great efforts from both parties..
remember always the past..
fool she was interpreting when he called her, letting her know he got a gf.. she was a fool..
remember he said he felt his kind intention was misunderstood..
remember..
marriage has high mountain to climb
great reward needs great efforts as what hubby and wifey have been putting in marriage..
she's putting tons of efforts to help hubby love his wifey -- as what seemed to have been interpreted ?
remember it ended already..
cyber is infinite, infinite stimulation, infinite imagination, without, life seems so plain to help people to move..
it was a sad story..
good bye monkey in cyber, whatever type of monkey it was
sincerely
hubby wanted to go out and felt the sea breeze. wifey actually was cold and did not want to go out. but she knew what marriage mean, what love mean, what cultivation of love mean. she went out with him and put her arm into his arm and walked with him along the beautiful yet cool beach area. hubby felt wifey was cold and said softly.. oh you are cold. wifey did not say anything. hubby said, silly girl, you should have refused and let me know, so they went back to the car and drove back to the hotel..
see
both are very intelligent.. know how to cultivate best marriage...
people need to feel comfortable about themselves before good lives can be attained..
if i were
would be what hubby and wifey have been putting tons of efforts to cultivate what HE gave them --- sincerely
damage in this life is not unlimited..
if God exist, explain himself before God... with sincerity...
things ended, it ended, like his decision, actually never changed since may jan 17,18../01?
tons of efforts
comforts of hearts
kids like imaginations, like dreams..
because without inspirations, without dreams.. life seem be so plain to move on to life drama
sincerely,
tons of efforts
comforts of hearts -- from both
when ended, it ended itself..
human efforts are in some perspective minimal
sincerely
many people have to be healthy, mentally, financially, emotionally, sexually..
remember..
people can feel comfortable by himself..
never been a relationship
never seen be together
tons of efforts
comforts of hearts
sincerely
dislike being a fake person created in cyber --- it's fully understandable..
never been a relationship
not even as friend
damage is not unlimited
people can feel comfortable by himself, if he wants to
sincerely
a sweet love story
actually was envy hubby and wifey putting so much efforts to have great marriage..
wished were wifey, but if God exist, God gave different person different life..
tons of efforts
comforts of hearts -- both
sincerely
from internet essay..
the Internet "creates accelerated intimacy. All barriers are removed so you can be whoever you want to be and share your innermost feelings. And you can also delete or sign off whenever you feel like it, which you cannot do with your partner." Stephany Alexander
just rant or random
sincerely
love is actually an expensive..
ordinary people act rationally, plan rationally, live in logical sense..
who would invite beggar to his home and share the house with him?
everything is done in logical and rationally.. those want flamable emotion and heartmelt feeling may find rational thinking boring and not creative...
we are ordinary people seeking ordinary lives
sincerely
time can heal things
when a loved cat left, her owner would be sad, cry for a while or a long time, let the emotion freeing out, it is the start phase of healing from sadness..
live logically and from what is and can be plainly seen/understood by ordinary people with ordinary IQ..
people can feel comfortable by himself.. sincerely
7 years already, not boring, not boring in an imaginative and unseen world??
it's quite boring and irritating sometimes actually
people may be should be healthy, financially, mentally
never been a relationship
never be seen together
will not be even as friends..
quite funny...
sincerely
build a relationship with someone first before thinking whether he is trustworthy.. intelligent people should act that way..
you almost got me..ha ha
try not to repeat mistake.. story ended, it was a sad story..
sincerely
build a relationship take times, trust takes time, normally before trusting a person, build a relationship with him first..
some not obeying established law, the doctor said, ' he will report and they (the police) will put you in jail, that is, I cannot be more clearer..'
so he said his kind intention was misunderstood..
today many people love to be healthy -- mentally, financially, physically, sexually..
medication can affect a person - his mind, his will, his emotion..etc..
tons of efforts, comforts of hearts..
it is fully understandable why hubby and wifey put 100% to make their marriage work.. ordinary people seek ordinary happy lives..and people need to feel comfortable about themselves
may God bless everyone including me,
sincerely
love in this world basically is conditional..
economics, rational thinking, rational behaviour, are more near to ordinary, near to reality..
those love in romance fiction actually are dreams, indeed, of some people..
anyway, normally plainly seen/plainly perceived things can be understood by ordinary people with ordinary IQ.. but may not be genius, or even genius monkey..
sincerely
from internet, i think applicable to bf/gf and couple relationship
Before you say "I DO"
Top 10 topics to talk about before you tie the knot
By Denise Wild
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SEX
• How often you would like to have sex? Once a week? Once a day? You may be different from your partner on this point. How will you compromise?
• How adventurous are you? Any no-go zones? What makes you comfortable?
• Pornography? Yay or Nay?
MONEY
• Are you a spender, a saver, a giver, or a builder? Do you like to stick to a budget?
• Will you combine your finances?
• How much debt are you bringing to the relationship? What's the wedding budget?
CHILDREN
• Are we going to have children? How many? When?
• How happy was your childhood? What will you do the same as your parents? What will you do differently?
• When children come along which will be the priority: your children or your relationship? How do you think you will address this issue?
EXTENDED FAMILY
• How involved in your life, your affairs, your parenting, your arguments will your parents or in-laws be?
• Is blood thicker than water or does your spouse come before your family?
• How much time to you want to spend with your family or your partner's family?
HOLIDAYS
• Do you like The Holidays (whatever that means in your culture) or do they stress you out?
• Whose family do you visit? Will you spend holidays with your parents, with in-laws, on your own together, or alternate?
• What holidays do you celebrate? How? What are the different holidays/cultural celebrations that are important to you?
RELIGION
• How important is your religion to you? Will one of you convert?
• If you are from different religions or one is religious and one is not, explicitly agree how you will handle it. Don't expect to convert in either direction anyone by stealth.
• What faith, if any, will your children be?
CHORES
• How will the household chores be divided up? How will you decide who does what?
• How messy are you? Describe your housekeeping style. Will you improve or relax?
• Is there anything that you really hate doing? Maybe you and your sweetie can "do a deal" and swap things you don't like.
SICKNESS
• How do you like to be treated when you are home sick with a cold or flu?
• When you are sick do you suffer and keep on working or do you go to bed until healthy? Do you exercise through it? Medication or no medication?
• How do you think you will you look after aging parents? Discuss some possible scenarios.
ARGUMENTS
• How do you argue? Do you like conflict or avoid conflict? Is your style passive-aggressive?
• Is it more important to win the argument or to keep the relationship strong? Can you agree to disagree? Can you let the small stuff slide, or do you always have to be right?
• Describe for your partner an argument or disagreement you had at work or with a friend. How did you handle it? How might you have handled it better?
HEALTH
• What are your health and fitness goals? How can your partner help you meet them?
• Do you have any health conditions, or addictions that you may not have told your spouse-to-be about?
• What health issues worry you? Why?
FOR BEST RESULTS You and your partner should answer the questions separately-even write them down-and then compare answers afterwards.
FACT
The Journal of Family Psychology stated in March 2006 that doing formal premarital education and preparation will reduce a couple's risk of divorce by up to 30%.
Rogers Publishing Limited copyright © 2008 by Rogers Publishing Limited. All rights reserved.
per internet, recent survey that on average, canadian man 23 sextual partners in his life, woman 17..
so
age lost of virgin
# of sexual partners
# of girlfriends
age of 1st romantic kiss
# of times of sex
how fucked her brain out
favorite position tried, wanting to try
he asks her to jump up, she would jump up, he asks her to jump down, she would jump down..
sincerely, who want to keep sitting in front of tv watching sex and the city..
like who have the bargaining of power..
basics of economics - men are rational, know own self-interest
marriage is a social institution, relationship is need for inter-dependence (physically, emotionally..) because human is social being, we need each other to help us function as social being..
like looking for a job, everyone wants a good job.. the best employers selection every year...
we are ordinary people seeking ordinary lives..
things 2 sided, the style of reacting depending who you are talking to..
so self-improvement, have strong bargaining power, self-protection are ordinary in this world.. sincerely..
history repeats,
social contract, normal lives, rational behaviour, good lives, always win.. so there have been tons of efforts, comforts of hearts ever since, there was talking downstair...
life is plain without dreams, sometimes boring, may be, to face life drama ahead..
she was fool.. it was in cyber only, she was a fool herself..
every one faces his own life and respond for his own actions...
it was a sad story
there was never beginning
never been a relationship....
ask own hearts, himself will know..
may God may everyone
- her intention always clear and tried to be good.. so there was conversation downstair, there had been tons of efforts, comforts of hearts..
- marriage is kind of a companionship
- what bound marriage is commitment.... feelings come and go.. why need to make vow if marriage based on feelings..
- marriage is a social institution, a choice
- he himself should know why married wifey because took a lots of work to get married and stay in a married life.. why wifey? the best reason should be from hubby, not from analysis out of rational mind
- what it was, it was, if God exists, explain himself before God..
- people need to feel comfortable about themselves..
- want to meet, ok if 36-25-36, 5'5" or even better..ha ha..
- not sure who accused not dating non-matched people, like much older, different cultures, etc..
- i do not agree being rational is not giving out love unconditionally, can give out unconditional love and still be rational because many things in this world is based on order and normal social behaviour
tons of efforts, comforts of hearts..
asking own hearts, there should be reasons..
sincerely
to me,
theoretically, 2 persons know that:-
- marriage is a social institution,
- theological it is a lifelong relationship
- love is put into test when putting 2 persons staying and sharing lives together
- how would you know to love a person? share your live with her/him in reality
- learn to live together
- marriage is exclusive to 3rd parties in terms of sex, romantic love
- share your mind, your finance, your work, your friends, your family, your body, your daily lives..
it is simple and always require much efforts.. like many other possession in the world, there is always maintenance fee IF you want to keep possession..
it is marriage in common sense, in legal sense, at least for now..
other than marriage, there is one night stand, affair, living together, etc..
most of the time, people can make their choice, normally like in a race, if you want to win the prize, tons of efforts need to be done within the rule of the game to get the 1st prize, and failure, cheating, withdrawal, runaway, regret, forfeit, etc.. are not abnormal
sincerely
depends on persons..
have to be 2 sides, if 2 people bothreally want to stay married and try their best so the 2 can spend their lives together in this world..
if 2 persons both want to try their best to spend their lives together in this world and do not or sad to be apart, then that's the right person..
i think hubby has found his wifey right.. they both 100% serious in the marriage and chemical feelings match..
what more can say
sincerely
do u want our friendship to grow
yes in a working context only
do u want our friendship to grow
yes in cyber only
as he said, he made his intention explicitly
so things nv been changed
always learnt lessons and be wise..
dun repeat mistake -- thinking missing, do not want to leave...
remember past
it's total own choice of making friends... sincerely..
u got wat u paid for.. of course it is sincerely super good to have all u can eat.. wise sincerely..
sincerely, people can feel good by himself..
being rational and logical is ordinary people seeking ordinary lives.. sincerely..
a fool make stupid decision and action ... sincerely
what it would feel like when:
jump into the cyber and live in it, instead of reality..imagine the cyber, feeling happiness in cyber, 'talking' in cyber etc...
time and efforts evolving around cyber world.. like some christian said their lives evolving around God..
christians said their God is ominipotent and good, let God do everything.. Christian said, who can be God's advisor..
may God bless everyone
sincerely
bf respected gf.. hubby respect wifey.. bf and hubby shows in front of people 100% assurance that he is taken, sorry all babes, no-body can come near me because I am taken, I belong 100% to my gf and wifey...those girls envy gf and wifey.. like AN envied her because of MD's respect, girls respected her because MD showed great respect to her...
so which girl has been being loved??
no need like she was 'like' a beast tried to catch all girls who all admired him.. sincerely
who bf and hubby really loved or loves?
Or what love means??? Does love involve respect and protect, does love involve to honour, not let be trampled? Or does love involve wanting to spend lives together??
What is meant by love?
it has been very clear, as what the Doctor said, "... I cannot be more clearer.."
Love means always 'strike back!!! (as what was described)
enemy strikes back...but not love
May God bless everyone, including me.. sincerely
P.S. the gf became bf's wifey now because bf and gf got married
sincerely
what he has not done to make the point of not love..
flirt with girls in front of group
actually he was attracted to
na, ta, lh..
100% protect his gf and made clear i am 7/24 taken in front of his colleagues, his church friends..
think he was really happy and satisfied when he was romantically involved with his gf
unhapinesss jan01-may01 feeling like as if in hell..
feelings come and go..people think about "what marriage means as social institution and commitment" before they get married..
damage in this life is not unlimited..
people can feel comfortable by himself and herself.. sigh.. based on tons of efforts, from both, over the past 6 years.. sigh..sincerely..
sincerely think hubby married the right person, wifey will always stand by him, she listens to his 100% truth and 100% giving out himself to wifey...how he 'dumped' her in front of the group, and how he showed wifey 100% faithfulness from his heart and he looked very satisfied during courtship with his gf, now his wife..sincerely
what more can say
also, sometimes, mistake cannot be afforded to be repeat - thought missing, did not want to leave
so may God bless md, his wife and daughter and everyone, including me.. sincerely
when they were dating, it seemed bf enjoyed the courtship being 7/24. he seemed did not have problem being faithful, very ready and glad to be by his gf side whenever possible, like sharing the bible with gf only, always stood or sit besides gf..he seemed to have no problem to be a faithful bf from his heart, in front of every one, in front of his church, his colleagues, bf and gf appeared to mingle together mentally, physically in front of whole world, bf seemed to have no problem in doing that..
now bf married his gf, as bf said, me and my gf...
now hubby seemed to have no problem to make 100% effort to work hard to make the marriage with his wifey work.. if bitch wanted to flirt with him, hubby may in heart thought this bitch seemed act like she welcome sex with anyone especially strong men..
he keeps him and his wifey photo in his cell phone.. he make every second method to make the marriage work and last for life..
so hubby married right person
but he flirted around with na, ta, and lh.. he said in front of those group, i am 7/24 available to all babes.. he seemed nv put a single effort even to start a relationship..
what to jealous,
what to cry..
there is a free will in love, in choice, love is a choice, not mandatory...
as the doctor said to her, 'i cannot be more clearer..'
may God bless md, his wife and daughter and everyone, including me..
sincerely
may 2009 a very positive and happy to all
when people want to do things, they will do it
how bf faithfully be his gf's 7/27 companion..
normally ordinary people know what they want, what consequence would be..
actually when people cheat on their partners, they knew the consequence, just because as some said sin is sweet and pleasure is good..
there are many free lunches in this world...actually sex and conquence is one of greatest pleasure and self esteem fulfillment in the world.. the man had been on the bed..
confusing eye message, confusing word message ...
let your yes be yes, your no be no, more are from evil..
awhen adult want to do things, they will do it..
nothing is new..
If God exist,
may God bless everyone including me
Will love and affection play a major role in this epic duel? Will any other likely or unlikely foes appear? How will this end
people hard to be faithfully, lots of choices at work and around..
adult, if bf wanted to be faithful to gf, he was..
no one can change a man's behaviour..
when bf said, i never want to hear from her and see her again.. this was from the bottom of his heart and he put it in writing..
our progression? yes from do anything for you to don't touch me
for the sorrowful and sad efforts of past 6 years... from both parties
when things ended, it ended itself..
may 2009 a good year to every one
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