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Saturday, February 07, 2009

I miss you

I look for you everywhere - on the crowded train, in "our" neighborhood, in the restaurants, by work, in my heart. My heart is the only place I find you. Always. Its been almost two years since something first happened between us and almost a year since it ended. Yet, you still haunt my thoughts, my dreams and my nightmares. I'm constantly preoccupied by you, wondering what you are doing, where you are, who you are with - wondering would it have been different if it were with me, not just different, better. Would you have been happier? Would I? I knew no matter what decision I'd make I'd spend a long time wondering, "what if?". You pushed me into this decision, but I'm still wondering. Are you? You fucked me real good. What happened to the rational person that I always was? What happened to the practical and proper? No, I was "fun", the bestest and I was your best friend. I still am. I never had a better friend and I miss you and I hate that you don't miss me too.

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5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

IFFFF

He

'''''A love like this
As fate had it --- had to be over.

Over too damn soon.
......
May my love transcends the test of time.....

If my love can't be yours this lifetime. I shall wait for the next....

lie next to you, My heart shall be yours ............shall never be a day without u in my life.

All I wish now is for your happiness-----

if fate - we will meet again.

And you will love me again.

Next time, it'd be for eternity.


Until then.

Much love..............''''

yes, hope to find a marriage, better than his :)

Goodbye, Monkey

February 07, 2009 6:56 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

love to human as a whole is different from romantically involved with a special person

have a nice day, sales can say to any customers she does not even know their name, yet she still wish them all the best..


what is love?
IF
hope the 'ex' have a good marriage and he himself spend the rest of life with a more stunning and attractive girl


ta is attractive, lh is flirking..

the 2 boys were leaving together for the day. they stopped near the front door. he turned and looked back, she was standing toward them. the other boy seemed to be impatient and signalled him asking him to leave. he stood still with a serious and sincere eyes, saying..'amandeep.......


when story ended it ended itself....

may 2009 be nice to everyone

February 08, 2009 5:28 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

if you want to be a boyfriend of your girlfriend, nobody can make you not a faithful boyfriend..

if you don't want to start a relationship, even everyone around you want a fairytale to come true, you will pin the balloon yourself..

it was said, if you want to do it, you will find a method, if you don't want to do it, you will find an excuse...

normally people are rational..

different persons can respond to same outside phenomenon differently..

may 2009 be a nice year to everyone

February 10, 2009 5:22 am  
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